MEET HENRY
I am not a felon, nor have I ever done time. I've never walked the path of a sex worker, nor harbored the solitude of an incel. I've never been part of a gang. Yet, my experiences run parallel, granting me a unique understanding and an ability to connect, empathize, and help you in profound ways.
Henry Paniccia
Home life in early childhood years was abusive. Fast forward to eleven years old, I cross the street with my sister in a heavy construction zone and get blindsided by a 10-wheeler dump truck. Resulted in the amputation of both legs above the knee. I was wheelchair bound for nearly 21 years. At 14 I got involved in the world of white supremacy. At 16 I experienced my first withdrawal from voluntary drug use. At 18 I dropped out of college. By 21 I left white supremacy behind.
That same year I went back to college. Fast forward to 25 and I’m off to grad school to work in the music industry. I worked in that field, specifically live entertainment with hard rock and heavy metal bands, for eight years until an $80,000 investment, a seven-year brand, and multiple companies came to their knees. I was betrayed by a business partner financially, a backstabbing “friend,” and a for-the-taking fiancé. All of this happened within three months.
I was so insanely fed up with feeling shame over past mistakes. I struggled for the first half of the year until I started my own shadow work, utilizing the same methods I will use for you.​
I had sat on this neo-Nazi outreach idea for years. Rods and The Axe Conversations is a 7-piece exploration into my former beliefs as a neo-Nazi. I wrote the script for these videos as if I was talking to my younger, 19-year-old, self. If you chose to watch them, you’ll hear a completely unfiltered neo-Nazi response as if I was still involved. Each of these videos has a heavy racial trigger warning for a reason.​​
Throughout the process of writing the scripts I noticed similar themes popping up. Again and again, with each different topic and memory I explored, I could see the vines of issues threading together. The same method was used in my personal shadow work I completed that same summer.
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But you're not hiring me to hear my story. You're hiring me to give me yours, and we will work with it to move forward in a new direction. A better direction.
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We have to be realistic about our expectations but I'm excited to hear from you.
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Book a call with me today. Let's get to work.​​
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With Lucifer On My Side
Lucifer. That's why you're here. That was the word in the title - the one that caught your attention. "With" and "On My Side" are important, too, but it was Lucifer that brought you here. Interesting character and one we will explore from a couple of different angles. As a practicing Luciferian, I will share with you the secret of how certain ancient thought-systems and philosophies have driven me throughout my life, including not just Luciferianism and Satanism, but also Hermeticism - the driving force behind many of history's greatest minds - besides Stoicism and Paganism. In exploring my own story, you, too, will be made aware of these great and transformational truths. I lay out the foundational beliefs for various philosophies before moving into how those ideas have played a role in my life. As the book progresses, we dive deep into my past - exploring some of the ugliest sides of humanity together. I want you to see me as both the hero and villain as the story progresses. Understanding where I upheld these occult ideals and then turned around and threw them away. Regardless of what Left Hand Path, pagan mythology, or occult philosophy you follow, you will find something to resonate with in these pages. And if you're just here out of curiosity... That's where it all starts.